I am still.......

This girl, I used to love her till death! Both of us have had a lot of tough times. Quarreling over stupid things and what not. Even though I knew she is a girl whom does not need a male friend like me, because she has a lot of options. Of course I kinda blew my top when we quarrel. BUT, nontheless, she is just creating a tornado in my brain. I just cant forget her and all our good memories. I am still in LOVE with her. I know, I'm just wierd. SUE ME!

My Friends

Actually, the number of TRUE friends who I have is gradually going down. I know I can be a pain in the buttocks, but its just how I am. Its sad to lose the friends that you already cherish and think of as family.

O'BRIENS

Today prevening, I went to Great Eastern Mall. Had tea time at O'BRIENS. Ordered a Club Sandwich and Coke LIGHT. The club sandwich was so friggin' good! Savoured every last bit of it. Washed it down with the coke. The only way to tell if I'm satisfied by a meal is that I would burp loudly. And heck I burped kinda loud just now. XD

Still

I think I am still in love with her. People keep saying move on and what not but heck I care. I love her and thats that. Hint of who ih her: SJS. :D

Bad Sportsmanship! Boo!

This story started at 18/11/10. I invited my cousin, brother and friends to have a round of futsal. Technically rounds. Okay, first three rounds we lost. SEDARA UNITED™ haven't got the rythm yet. But, after that we finally got it and started winning. Not everyone but a few looked pissed at us. Terutama pa'an. We were like : 'lek ah bro, main je kot.'. My bro said : 'bagus ah. kita tunjuk diaorg apa yg diaorg bangga2kan tu xder la mana pun. ada org lain yang 10X lagi hebat.'. We didnt even get serious. We were laughing all way through. Making stupid mistakes and intentional goals and what not. Tu pun kena bad mouth. Kalau Adam xde aku dah cepuk ah. x kisah ah kene blasah balik ke tak. Cause GOD knows I HATE it when people discriminate my family. I'll kill them. So we had 11 wins and 5 losses. Deal with it.
Main with good sportsmanship la dei. Adam said, nevermind, next time kita semua ada, kita bantai habis-habisan.

Sedara United!

These 4 fellas.. The best cousins+ best brother to make a serene night go loud. This is the latest official photo of all of us. We can be the loudest people in a room. The best pranksters ever. A good futsal team as proven on 18/11/10 from the time 3.30 pm - 5.30 pm. We are now and forever called, SEDARA UNITED! Blekh!

Should I?

Should I continue loving her?
Maybe. If yes, why? But maybe no. Because she has already been taken. It would be wierd.

Should I continue trying to win her heart?
Even if I tried until my guts spill, I wont be succesful. Reason, she only loves that fella.

Should I just say love is a load of crock?
Based on my observations, 95% yes!

Again,

Should I still love her, protect her, and want to be by her side for as long as I can.
My final answer is,



Yes. Because I am on of the 5% who thinks love is real. Sue me. Plus, if I love her, why wouldn't I like to see her happy? Even if it means her happiness is not shared with me. I will always love you. :)

Jainibah and Hazlyana.

Okay I met these two very attractive female mammals ( rofl) at the library during our study sessions. At first  I was so FRIGGIN shy to even say hi. But I just went with the flow, and one thing led to another and suddenly we became friends. SHAAZAAMM! These two, have helped me during easy and tough times. Then Yana fell in love with another friend of mine, Ismail Kassim pon pon... And now they live happily ever after. XD... Thanks you two for being the BEST-EST friends ever!!

The best friends who are girls a boy could ever ask for. :")

meet jai, yana, suraya, and fauza.

Guys, I really thank you for being my friends this year. There's nothing else that I can ask for.

Espicaially jainibah and hazlyana. These two women have helped me thru good and bad times.

I hope we'll be friends forever. :)

And this here is Michelle a.k.a Michy a.k.a meme. She has been there for me since Form 2. She is like a twin to me already. Thank you for all your help throughout this year :)

A story about Amir

Okay. This dude, aku kenal waktu form satu. We met during scout meeting x silap. This guy, I swear is a very dedicated scout. And a very talented scout. Right now, he is in a relationship with my non-bloodline twin Michelle. They make a very cute couple. I hope they last for eternity. Oh plus! He is a superb badminton and soccer player!

Exilism

I feel that bit by bit I'm getting exiled. From friends and family. Well, if they were to exile me, I dont care, at least leave her with me to be my life-long companion. :)

Departing from HER

Its the end of my school days. And to be frank I actually am really sad. Who cares about the rest? I wont be able to see HER. Though the tought of her already is enough for me. But, nevertheless, she is taken. I've set to myself no matter what, I will still love her. And if anyone makes her sad, they better clench their teeth, cuz its gonna get bloody! I love you. :)

Skype-ing with Jainibah

Skype-ing with this 'lady' name jainibah.... bila skyping ngan dia... sakit telinga! bising gila... "=.=...... she'll be like dududududududu... adeh... "=.=.... but its not annoying though.. its actually pretty funny... x)..

Skyping

skyping with afiq K and jai.... afiq mula2 cm nyanyi2.... pastu dia moote. and now jai is being very and I mean very UNIQUE