Damn It!

Damn It! I have the feeling that I am currently loosing all of my friends. The feeling? Sucks. Yeah. Man I wish that I could just wind back everything and just be a better person. Just for 'her' I neglected my friends? What the fish? Man, I was an idiot not the see that "Friends are the ones that will help you in dire times, not a lover". Dog shit! I should've realized that earlier. What can I do now? I'll just have to prove to everyone that I'm a better friend already. Damn It!